Something-goes-round
during the sem-break, i went to melbourne.
i have been busy the last 3 months. i have 3 part time jobs, i go to uni and i had bad time. so much confusions, so much questions in my head, so many changes in my life that i cannot adapt into it. and this is why i need a break, a break away from sydney from work from friends and from my tutor’s bombing emails.
i didnt bring my laptop with me.
and there, i relax, doing nothing apart from enjoying my break.
i remember going to melb’s luna park, where i ride onto the merry go round.
where i suddenly get a strange idea. i say:
imagine life as riding a merry goes round
you ride on a pony looking outside,
the view changes, since merry go round spins with music.
nothing changes outside, what really changing is you, your way to see the world.
sometimes you see thunderstorm, sometimes rollercoaster, or a clear sky covered with stars;
no matter what it is, remember you’re always inside this gloden sparckling shiny warm palace, filled with love, ponys and all your friends.
indeed, you’re not alone, just that each one see views in different times.
and,
it spins. back to the good time you had. always.
how silly. how weird. how encouraging.
i am a dreamer. i write exactly what in my head, without thinking whether it is relevent or not. who cares.
i see the world differently, anyway.
i’ve been much happier than i was. much optimistic towards the future. much rounder with my body (i gained 5kg). and much lazy as well (no more stressful)
